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Hey guys
I’ve been wanting to lose weight since I was a kid. I’ve tried for short periods of times and I wouldn’t see the results so I’d give up. It’s happened many times over my life. I am the worst when it comes to self control and motivation and not being lazy…
Can you go into my ask box and anonymously tell me I’m a fat piece of shit who needs to lose weight or else I will never be happy??? :)
I’m tired of looking like shit and feeling like shit and everyone looking down on me and guys never liking me and all that shit. I know if I lose weight that will change. I really need to do this.
I need to lose weight and turn my life around. I know being thin will help my confidence and thus help me in everyday life so I need to do this for myself.
It’s just so difficult.
1. The meaning behind my URL - to paint a song, i thought it sounded cool and like I wanted to do this project thing where I’d paint what I thought a song would *look* like. super corny, but I like it. c:
6. Favorite Band - favorite musician is probs josiah leming. favorite actual band though, mumford & sons. and maybe good old war. idk I’m getting into them.
18. Phobia - I just have a lot of phobias that I can’t even really explain. like idk I just am super afraid of being in like wide open areas. like super open, endless areas. i also cried about seeing a movie about outer space in imax, but that was a long time ago.
Oh my god I just got this sudden feeling like I can’t stand being fat anymore I saw a picture of a skinny girl and I thought to myself, god damn it I bet I would feel so good if I looked like that. I haven’t felt good about my body a day in my life. I want so badly to not have my body be an issue in my life. Like that one issue has affected many aspects of my life and I just finally had enough of it.
I’ve really never liked my weight but at the same time I never had the willpower to actually do something about it. But like honestly seeing that picture was the last straw for me. I really need to do this for myself.
I’ve been eating really excessively lately, and not going to the gym to compensate. I have a long journey ahead of me but I have to do it.
I know this sounds really dumb and self conscious and shit but idc I really need to change myself I got this sudden urge to actually finally change myself to feel good.
S/o to whoever reblogged from a thinspo blog cuz I just looked and scrolled through and now I want to literally die
me: *doesn’t have a therapist, is on no antianxiety meds or antidepressants, does not exercise or eat well, lies constantly to concerned friends*
also me: there is nothing that can be done to fight this
If you think bullying fat people on the Internet will motivate them to lose weight
You’re an idiot
I hate seeing people think they can be dicks and expect that to make people lose weight omg so annoying like shut up? You’re not helping?
At work today one of my coworkers said I need to lose weight loud enough for all my other coworkers to hear. One girl laughed. Everyone else including myself was uncomfortable. Besides him it was all girls working at the time, and most of them stood up for me, but I was still so embarrassed and so humiliated. It really hurt my feelings because I’m trying to lose weight actually, and I’ve lost 20 pounds. It’s like… Fuck man.
- *looking at my legs*: Oh my god why
- *looking at my stomach*: Oh my god why
- *looking at my arms*: Oh my god why
- *looking at my face*: Oh my god why
- *trying to exercise*: Oh my god why
- *eating shitty food*: Oh my god why
- *weighing myself*: Oh my god why
- *looking at my life*: Oh my god why
- *looking at my music taste*: cool man
